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17, Dunman High.I am Hibari Kyoya's one and only love. :) Hello I'm a relatively good girl. I have a thousand and one eyecandies. I am a glutton, I eat my veggies but not fishballs nor fishcakes. I like chocolates and gummies and I adore babies and toddlers. Frequent sugar rush! Behind the scene
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Monday, July 2, 2007 @ 10:20 PM
I'm really really sick of this world.Seriously, i'm on the verge of jumping down. What the hell have i done to earn myself such miseries? I'M FEELING SO FUCKING SCREWED UP OKAY. I'M REALLY REALLY FED UP. I'M AFRAID THAT ALL THESE WILL END UP JUST LIKE HOW IT ENDED UP, WHEN I WAS WITH KEITH. I DON'T WANT HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF. HE MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM WHEN I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO. MAKE ME CRY IN BED EVERY NIGHT. MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A WALKING ZOMBIE. IT'S NOT JUST HIM OKAY. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS WORLD. HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN LIVING IN HELL, YOU TELL ME? WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE TO EARN MYSELF A LIFE OF MISERY? YOU KNOW, I WISHED I WAS NEVER BORN. IF TO BE BORN IS TO SUFFER, WHY SHOULD I SUFFER BLINDLY, WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT THE HELL DID I DO, TO MAKE ME EARN THE CURSED LIFE? NO ONE EVER UNDERSTOOD HOW I FEEL, FOR GOD'S SAKE. MY LIFE, MY LIFE, MY FUCKING LIFE! WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE, CAN ANYONE TELL ME, THAT I'M WORTHY OF THIS FILTHY, SCREWED, HEARTBREAKING LIFE? I SWEAR OKAY, I SWEAR, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'M SO WORKED UP. AND FUCK HOW I WISH I CAN FIND THE COURAGE TO JUMP DOWN THIS VERY MOMENT. Can anyone just tell me, please, what exactly have i done wrong in my whole life? I just want a normal life, a normal life, where i have damn great friends around me, a good boyfriend, a good family, in a good school and a great neighbourhood. And all these, are just a simple hope of mine. Don't i even have the right to get it? |