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17, Dunman High.I am Hibari Kyoya's one and only love. :) Hello I'm a relatively good girl. I have a thousand and one eyecandies. I am a glutton, I eat my veggies but not fishballs nor fishcakes. I like chocolates and gummies and I adore babies and toddlers. Frequent sugar rush! Behind the scene
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Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 8:23 PM
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Asked myself this question.Do i really love you that much, or was it just that i couldn't believe i actually lost to some girl younger than me? I guess, yes, i loved you, that was a fact. Loved, & was. But i realise, after giving it much thought, that i was actually holding on cause i couldn't give up, i was upset that i lost to her. So if you lose in a "war", you'll try to fight back, right? But i guess you aren't worth it. What's the point of trying to fight over you, when in the end i get hurt myself. & yes, my point is, that i'm over you. Thoroughly. Felt so much better after talking it out with you, telling you straight. Of course, i can't actually try to run away from all these fucked-up stuff anymore. So i tried to face it on. & yes, i felt so much better. Now i'm feeling very upset about the class jersey. I mean, i apologise for putting the font pink, but it's seriously the only colour which goes well with scarlet & is striking enough to be noticed. I'm just upset cause people just keep talking about it, & i feel very guilty. Sigh, sometimes it's hard to try to help to do something for the class without people giving negative comments. Very hard, in fact. & very sorry to crazy nehneh hitter who hates pink. Sorry for making you angry with me ): I'm not blaming the class, just blaming myself for being so insensitive to others ): I feel like just crying everything out ): |