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Thursday, November 8, 2007 @ 11:00 PM
Ugly world
Okay, I know I've been pretty high and posting using caps all the time, so today, let's have a serious post for a change. Aight?Do you get irritated with friends? Well, I for one, definitely do. And yes, even if you're my best friend or whatsoever friend, yes I do get irritated with you. I'm not pin-pointing at any particular person, nor am I particularly against anyone. Just in a whole, and I've seen lots of such cases around me, I'm getting pretty disgusted and sick of it. Here I'm saying, when your friends tell you you've changed, seriously, get a life and reflect and find out how and whether that is positive or negative. I've had friends telling me, "You've changed." And obviously, I ain't dumb, so I asked them, "So what, do you guys think this is good or bad?" Most answers I get are pretty positive, like "Of course that's good duh!", or "Yep, it's good." Okay, I think I'm going off topic if I keep going on and on about that. Anyway, what I'm saying is, please don't even wait for your friends to tell you you've changed. Do some reflection about it yourself. And right after your friend tells you that, please please please think about it, don't brush this topic off your mind just like that. Even if your friend tells you it's a negative change, go think about it. Oh, and one more thing. This thing irritates me the most, seriously. I believe anyone who reads experienced this before. Very positive about this. Have you had a friend who likes to imitate you? Imitating your fashion sense, hairstyle, bags, shoes, etc. Even online, typing style. Now I tell you, fuck you if you ever did all these. I won't name anyone in particular or whatsoever, but this definitely disgusts me. This friend, she likes to copy whatever I do. In fact, make it love. She copies my every move, okay, maybe not every. But I particularly hate it when she copies my typing style. Last time, I used to type in a different manner. And she imitated my typing style. Now, I type in caps. She's typing in caps too. I should probably thank her for being such a vivid observer, observing my "every" move. But no, apparently as you can see, I'm not particularly happy about it. There were a few cases of friends adding my friends on my Friendster list too. And as you can guess, I was seriously unhappy about it. Apparently this particular bitch-to-be added all of the friends on my Friendster lists, when she doesn't even really know them. Still remember that humiliating incident (for her) a few years back when she accused me of flaming her on her tagboard. I didn't and of course, the truth was out and she got ignored, it was so embarrassing for her. Apparently until now, I'm still pretty cold towards her and we never talk to each other in school. No, not even because we were once classmates and CCA-mates. She was the first girl to let me see the light. I saw in her the ugliness of all females. She, made me come to a realisation of how pathetic all us females can get. I'm a female myself. But I for one do not deny that girls can be rather bitchy, and I personally think that guys are much more trustworthy. I get irritated easily, this is obvious. With my character, yes this is definitely obvious. I get irritated with friends rather easily, and I hate to say this, but, I do find faults with friends easily. Well okay, maybe not that easily. More of their flaws I guess, not that I like to find fault with them every now and then. However, yeah, I'm pretty much of a sensitive person, so I'm sensitive too all these. Not that I like it okay, seriously, sometimes I hate myself for having such a sensitive personality. But it's just me, what else can I do? When I realise my friends' flaws, I get irritated but at the same time telling myself not to get irritated, suppressing the urge to ignore that person. Apparently, that doesn't really work for me and I'd still end up ignoring that particular person, sometimes. And I am, to anyone who reads this post and had the experience of being ignored by me, truly and sincerely apologetic. Here i disclaim that these are all personal opinions of mine, I mean no harm and I'm just voicing out my own opinion. You can have yours if you want. This is the ugly side of me. You might wonder, "What, is she kidding?" But no, and hell no, I'm not. Here, I sincerely apologize for showing you my truly ugly side. |