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I am Hibari Kyoya's one and only love. :)

Hello I'm a relatively good girl. I have a thousand and one eyecandies. I am a glutton, I eat my veggies but not fishballs nor fishcakes. I like chocolates and gummies and I adore babies and toddlers. Frequent sugar rush!

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Saturday, December 1, 2007 @ 1:57 PM
Samsung k3/Bias
Hello all!

I believe I've some overly-due updates aight? Hmm. I'll start from Sunday then. Escape was... Pure shit. I mean like hellooooo, why the hell is the Pirate Ship under maintenance la! Got on the Inverter instead, quite fun I suppose. 360degrees of fun but... Not exactly that thrilling. :/

Have some photos, but they're all with my friend, yep! After that I met another friend and watched Enchanted for a second time. I mean like, the show is really really really wonderful. Cabbed home and was really really pissed with the cab drivers... Oh nevermind.

And here are some overly-due photos. :)





Those were taken on the day of the BS outing, at Ngee Ann City. :)



This was taken last Saturday when I went to Changi Airport with Louise.







Aww isn't this oh-so-cuteee, I got it from the funfair at Escape! :D





There's always a time to be Narcissistic. Ah, come to think of it, it's been pretty long since I last took a photo. No harm taking one (or maybe two) now heh heh.

Okay, now for last night. Yesterday was payday, but hellooooo, I was broke right into the night! I mean like, okay I spend money fast. Not really, it's just that I spent it on something expensive. Now, for the main thing I wanna haolian about... (Drumrolls)

ALL HAIL MY SAMSUNG K3! =D


Like yo, super slim and sleek yo! I got the red one... No scratch that. I told the guy I wanted to get the black one, but Tinghui was saying the red one is good, so I was deciding between both la. In the end I told the salesperson to get the black one, but I think he got mixed up and gave me the red one. Well, I'm fine with it actually, since I couldn't decide, he decided for me. HAHA.

It was 209 for 4GB. Tinghui helped me checked at TM's Courts before and they sold it for 299 for 4GB. Heh heh, so cool. I mean like, it's touch screen, is super thin, allows me to store JPEG photos, and also TXT files. LOL. (I don't think I'm gonna use the TXT function. -_-)

What I'm so proud of is because I bought it with my own money. I mean like, hey, that's my pay! I worked so hard for it and why not, get myself something nice that I've been longing for for so long? :D

Oh, and I got a black with pink leather case to go with it. Me love. ^^

I got home and was so super excited about it, even my mom and my brother were so excited for me! Yeah, like shit. My dad spoiled the whole mood.

I had a really major kind of "quarrel" last night with him. Okay maybe not exactly quarrel, cause average per day we don't even speak to each other at all. I mean like yeah, not even one single word. So last night I was eager to transfer the whole lot of songs from comp into the mp3, and he kind of screamed at me to stop using comp. Okay. Fuck.

I mean like seriously, who's the one who keeps playing computer games? My brother. I don't even play games on the comp please, let alone using it that often. My bro's the one who's been dota-ing everday. He's the one who got the electricity bill so high. My mom knew even, she was lecturing my bro on how my dad kept thinking it was me who uses the comp that often, just because whenever I use, it's always when he's home. So apparently it wasn't my fault and my mom knew it, she kind of lectured my bro one night when my dad was out.

You see, I'm such a big kid already, if I don't know it, then I must be either too ignorant or plain dumb. What do I know? My dad has never liked me since I was born.

He goes with the past generation of the thinking "Boys are always better." My mom told me before, he wasn't really happy when she told him she was pregnant with a girl. So since then he hasn't really liked me much. I think, in chinese it's what you call "重男轻女". I accepted it.

Why the hell did I accept that? Cause my character and my dad's clash. Like, seriously clash. We don't really get along well. I don't approve of his ways, he don't really like me. So there. We clash.

Last night, I felt so super depressed because of the way he treats me, I actually screamed at my mom saying that this Sunday when we're gonna go over to Malaysia to cut my hair, I don't want him along. My mom was pretty pissed of with us so she screamed back at me like, "What you mean, you don't want him along?!" I slammed the bathroom door shut and cried in the bathroom for minutes before getting on to bathing. I heard my mom outside screaming at my dad too, saying that he doesn't know how to get along well with us the children, especially me etc.

I cried because I couldn't take it anymore. I mean, do you know how it feels to have your dad being biased against you? With those obiang thinkings of "Guys are always better than girls" or "Guys carry on the family line" etc?

Fuck you. This, this whole thing sucks. I feel like I don't have a dad. If he dislikes me so much, why not just the hell abort me when my mom first got pregnant with me so he'd get my brother next? I'd rather not be born if I'm supposed to be treated with biasness. I've always been the best child in the family, since young, with acceptably good grades and behaviour and all compared to my brother. But why the hell doesn't this changed his thinking of me? Why is it so hard for him to treat me as his daughter?

Am I really that annoying a daughter? Or is it just because I'm a girl I don't get to be treated as like how my brother is treated? He gets everything. They get everything for him. His phone, etc. Me? I get these things myself. I bought my phone myself. Now this mp3.

My mom groomed me up to be a strong and independent child. I do everything on my own, buy everything on my own with my own money. But why is it that my brother gets to get everything when his results suck and he doesn't even behave well?

My brother gets to get things he want if he does well for his EOYs. Why not I? My mom says, because she knows I always do my best for everything, she doesn't need to use that to force and push me forward. And that's because my brother's results suck to core that even if she pushes him with things he want, he still can't get it.

I guess my mom groomed me up to be too strong and too independent a girl.

So look, you guys ain't the only ones who have family problems. I believe mine is a lot worse than all of yours.

Good day.