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#200: When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
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Saturday, February 2, 2008 @ 11:27 AM
#200: When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
I seriously cannot be left at home alone. No, I can't. I'll start to think too much and going crazy.Am listening to When You're Gone by Avril and I already feel like crying. Everytime when you're online, I look at your contact and I stare. I move my mouse over but I just stare on and don't know what to do. I feel like clicking it, but I don't have the courage to do so. What do I say when I click it? "Hello!"? Or "Sorry!"? I don't know what to do, seriously. I feel like talking to you and yet I don't have the courage to do so. Or maybe it's my pride preventing me from doing so. All I can do is to keep waiting for the one day when you'll start talking to me. I feel like telling you how much I've missed you and no matter how much I laugh and smile in school, my heart still aches. I always feel confused whenever I see you in school, I always feel like a thorough retard. Whenever our eyes meet accidentally, even if it's for only a few seconds, my heart aches. Terribly. Whenever I see you in school, I wonder about how I should react. Should I smile? But you never did to me. Maybe I should pretend I don't know you. Back to times when we still didn't know each other, back to the times when we were still totally strangers to each other. But you never have the idea how much my heart twisted whenever I see you. Sometimes even in the canteen I find myself searching for your presence like a total retard. I still think of you so often I'm going nuts and no one knows. I know I should let go, I tried, but I couldn't. Is that how I should feel right now? You know, now I don't even know if you still read this blog. In fact, I'm already crying like shit right now. Goodbye. I miss you really badly, so much. |